Sunday, October 23, 2011
HELLO.
So erm.
yupp! shoppin tmr @ bugis~~
Hmm been thinking of him a lot today.
Then I realised I might just well maybe like probably be "in love with the idea of being in love". Geddit? Like I don't actually still like him, I just enjoy the feeling of liking him maybe? Don't know . Maybe. Probably. Possibly. But anyway I'm gonna stop being pathetic and stop always going to him when I'm sad and blah blah blah..
I HAVE A WHOLE LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO BUY.
God.
Why are things so expensive seriously.
Just like three dresses would be $120 already. And its those cotton on type somemore.
Haha that day when I was window shopping with my mum , I realised that those nice nice dresses that people wear to like weddings and proms and grad nights, cost a bomb.
Like I could buy like 5 pair of shoes with that money.
Mum..
Which brings me back to .. I can't stand my mum man -.- But I have to live with it huh.
AIYA GRAD NIGHT. Why did I remind myself of it.
Haha continued reading 1984. Should be llike a NC16 book or smth. LOL . No they don't describe the sex scenes but there are sex scenes.
Haha finally understand my favourite song now i guess.
Why do people put on make up huh..
I don't know.
I do it when I feel vain ;) It just makes me feel better I guess. Like more confident and blah blah blah.
Whoppity shoppin tmr :) said that already but WHOPPITY.
Art huh. Starting to feel scared.
What if I don't do well?
What if the interest isn't enough to pull me through?
What if I lose interest?
Everyone else will be better than me. I'll be the loser.
Dreams will always stay dreams.
Like how many people actually got to do the job they wanted to do when they were younger?
What shit man. Trying to take art when I can't even draw.
Well,. Then again what's done is done. Just have to hope huh.
So erm.
yupp! shoppin tmr @ bugis~~
Hmm been thinking of him a lot today.
Then I realised I might just well maybe like probably be "in love with the idea of being in love". Geddit? Like I don't actually still like him, I just enjoy the feeling of liking him maybe? Don't know . Maybe. Probably. Possibly. But anyway I'm gonna stop being pathetic and stop always going to him when I'm sad and blah blah blah..
I HAVE A WHOLE LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO BUY.
God.
Why are things so expensive seriously.
Just like three dresses would be $120 already. And its those cotton on type somemore.
Haha that day when I was window shopping with my mum , I realised that those nice nice dresses that people wear to like weddings and proms and grad nights, cost a bomb.
Like I could buy like 5 pair of shoes with that money.
Mum..
Which brings me back to .. I can't stand my mum man -.- But I have to live with it huh.
AIYA GRAD NIGHT. Why did I remind myself of it.
Haha continued reading 1984. Should be llike a NC16 book or smth. LOL . No they don't describe the sex scenes but there are sex scenes.
Haha finally understand my favourite song now i guess.
Why do people put on make up huh..
I don't know.
I do it when I feel vain ;) It just makes me feel better I guess. Like more confident and blah blah blah.
Whoppity shoppin tmr :) said that already but WHOPPITY.
Art huh. Starting to feel scared.
What if I don't do well?
What if the interest isn't enough to pull me through?
What if I lose interest?
Everyone else will be better than me. I'll be the loser.
Dreams will always stay dreams.
Like how many people actually got to do the job they wanted to do when they were younger?
What shit man. Trying to take art when I can't even draw.
Well,. Then again what's done is done. Just have to hope huh.
~meechewelle
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:26 PM
11:26 PM
Friday, October 21, 2011
Hmm hello.
Been busy. Rewatching anime(hahha wts), making something for my friends, falling down on the streets, and rotting.
I typed out half the things I wanted to vent about, stuff that happened this week. But now. Seriously no mood. Deleted everything. I just want to talk. To one person.
Feeling stressed. After exams some more.
And I sort of want to give up. What's the point of trying so hard if it's just gonna end up like shit.
But. Cannot!
Been busy. Rewatching anime(hahha wts), making something for my friends, falling down on the streets, and rotting.
I typed out half the things I wanted to vent about, stuff that happened this week. But now. Seriously no mood. Deleted everything. I just want to talk. To one person.
Feeling stressed. After exams some more.
And I sort of want to give up. What's the point of trying so hard if it's just gonna end up like shit.
But. Cannot!
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:13 PM
9:13 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Exams over.
Rotting to death at home.
Thinking of something to do.
Like cut up and vamp up a t shirt or smth. But my mum wont allow.
HMM.. I WANT TO GET A BUNCH OF CHEAPO TSHIRTS
Haha. made a ring out of gold ribbon and blue thread.
Bored yo. Hm I should think up outfits right? K I don't have a lot of clothes -.-
aiyaiyaiyaiyai.............
Damn bored.
Hm, okay shall give myself a manicure :)
Just hate the smell of it -.-
~MidnightCr
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:49 AM
11:49 AM
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Daddy showed me the video of Steve Jobs' speech at Stanford University in 2005. Inspiring yo!
I love my dad. So supportive. Of anything:)
I'll listen to him , and Steve Jobs , and just go for my heart:)
Oh yes and that's my Tumblr.
I know following my intuition is gonna be hard but I don't want to regret letting another chance just slip by again. I don't want to have to live with knowing I didn't even try. :)
I love my dad. So supportive. Of anything:)
I'll listen to him , and Steve Jobs , and just go for my heart:)
Oh yes and that's my Tumblr.
I know following my intuition is gonna be hard but I don't want to regret letting another chance just slip by again. I don't want to have to live with knowing I didn't even try. :)
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:32 AM
9:32 AM
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Shit.
I'm still not feeling ANY sense of urgency.
I haven't studied for science or geog.
Or history.
Or anything for that matter
It doesn't feel like exams are already here.
No matter how many times I remind myself, I just end up daydreaming away like it's the holidays.
I'm still not feeling ANY sense of urgency.
I haven't studied for science or geog.
Or history.
Or anything for that matter
It doesn't feel like exams are already here.
No matter how many times I remind myself, I just end up daydreaming away like it's the holidays.
♥our lips must always be sealed
5:05 PM
5:05 PM
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Hello
Shall do history later.
I love my daddy. He's so supportive. He told me not to worry about whether I'll get As with art. And that other people being better doesn't matter. And to just go for my heart.
It's easier said than done. Duh.
But I love my daddy:)
And people are telling me not to take art.
Okay just one person. But she knows lots.
But I'm stubborn:)
Anyways I'm just going to do as ling suggested: art - 1st choice , pure lit - 2nd. If I get into art then yay. If not, 就当作是我和＂它＂没有缘分;)
I don't want to regret again. Like I did with the SOTA thing. I wanted to go to sota when I was in primary school. But I didn't want it that bad. And I wouldn't have got in anyway. But I didn't even try. Why? Because I didn't dare to go for the audition. Basically, I gave up because I was afraid. I didn't want it that bad. But I don't want to give up just cause I'm afraid of failure again.
I'll go for my dreams. Even if the road will be hard.
And clearly those photos are not mine. I found them in a few of the ACME Facebook page's albums.
Shall do history later.
I love my daddy. He's so supportive. He told me not to worry about whether I'll get As with art. And that other people being better doesn't matter. And to just go for my heart.
It's easier said than done. Duh.
But I love my daddy:)
And people are telling me not to take art.
Okay just one person. But she knows lots.
But I'm stubborn:)
Anyways I'm just going to do as ling suggested: art - 1st choice , pure lit - 2nd. If I get into art then yay. If not, 就当作是我和＂它＂没有缘分;)
I don't want to regret again. Like I did with the SOTA thing. I wanted to go to sota when I was in primary school. But I didn't want it that bad. And I wouldn't have got in anyway. But I didn't even try. Why? Because I didn't dare to go for the audition. Basically, I gave up because I was afraid. I didn't want it that bad. But I don't want to give up just cause I'm afraid of failure again.
I'll go for my dreams. Even if the road will be hard.
And clearly those photos are not mine. I found them in a few of the ACME Facebook page's albums.
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:50 PM
9:50 PM
Hello.
I'm alive!
Can you believe it ;)
Hahaahaha. Okay. So anyway. I realised I've always been deleting my past posts. So sad right?> I'm like ashamed of my past. hohoho. '
Haha okay bye. I shall blog from my phone ;)
I'm alive!
Can you believe it ;)
Hahaahaha. Okay. So anyway. I realised I've always been deleting my past posts. So sad right?> I'm like ashamed of my past. hohoho. '
Haha okay bye. I shall blog from my phone ;)
~MidnightCr
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:35 PM
1:35 PM