Sunday, October 23, 2011
HELLO.
So erm.
yupp! shoppin tmr @ bugis~~
Hmm been thinking of him a lot today.
Then I realised I might just well maybe like probably be "in love with the idea of being in love". Geddit? Like I don't actually still like him, I just enjoy the feeling of liking him maybe? Don't know . Maybe. Probably. Possibly. But anyway I'm gonna stop being pathetic and stop always going to him when I'm sad and blah blah blah..
I HAVE A WHOLE LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO BUY.
God.
Why are things so expensive seriously.
Just like three dresses would be $120 already. And its those cotton on type somemore.
Haha that day when I was window shopping with my mum , I realised that those nice nice dresses that people wear to like weddings and proms and grad nights, cost a bomb.
Like I could buy like 5 pair of shoes with that money.
Mum..
Which brings me back to .. I can't stand my mum man -.- But I have to live with it huh.
AIYA GRAD NIGHT. Why did I remind myself of it.
Haha continued reading 1984. Should be llike a NC16 book or smth. LOL . No they don't describe the sex scenes but there are sex scenes.
Haha finally understand my favourite song now i guess.
Why do people put on make up huh..
I don't know.
I do it when I feel vain ;) It just makes me feel better I guess. Like more confident and blah blah blah.
Whoppity shoppin tmr :) said that already but WHOPPITY.
Art huh. Starting to feel scared.
What if I don't do well?
What if the interest isn't enough to pull me through?
What if I lose interest?
Everyone else will be better than me. I'll be the loser.
Dreams will always stay dreams.
Like how many people actually got to do the job they wanted to do when they were younger?
What shit man. Trying to take art when I can't even draw.
Well,. Then again what's done is done. Just have to hope huh.
So erm.
yupp! shoppin tmr @ bugis~~
Hmm been thinking of him a lot today.
Then I realised I might just well maybe like probably be "in love with the idea of being in love". Geddit? Like I don't actually still like him, I just enjoy the feeling of liking him maybe? Don't know . Maybe. Probably. Possibly. But anyway I'm gonna stop being pathetic and stop always going to him when I'm sad and blah blah blah..
I HAVE A WHOLE LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO BUY.
God.
Why are things so expensive seriously.
Just like three dresses would be $120 already. And its those cotton on type somemore.
Haha that day when I was window shopping with my mum , I realised that those nice nice dresses that people wear to like weddings and proms and grad nights, cost a bomb.
Like I could buy like 5 pair of shoes with that money.
Mum..
Which brings me back to .. I can't stand my mum man -.- But I have to live with it huh.
AIYA GRAD NIGHT. Why did I remind myself of it.
Haha continued reading 1984. Should be llike a NC16 book or smth. LOL . No they don't describe the sex scenes but there are sex scenes.
Haha finally understand my favourite song now i guess.
Why do people put on make up huh..
I don't know.
I do it when I feel vain ;) It just makes me feel better I guess. Like more confident and blah blah blah.
Whoppity shoppin tmr :) said that already but WHOPPITY.
Art huh. Starting to feel scared.
What if I don't do well?
What if the interest isn't enough to pull me through?
What if I lose interest?
Everyone else will be better than me. I'll be the loser.
Dreams will always stay dreams.
Like how many people actually got to do the job they wanted to do when they were younger?
What shit man. Trying to take art when I can't even draw.
Well,. Then again what's done is done. Just have to hope huh.
~meechewelle
♥our lips must always be sealed
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